April 13, 2012

Lock and Key

I think I keep many secrets. 
There are so many things that people do not know about me. 
There are so many things that I would love to just let out and not be judged or pitied on by people. 
There are so many things that I am feeling and yet I can't say it to anyone because the truth is, there is no one. 


After attending a year in a Polytechnic, I realize that there are so many things that I am jealous of. 
I am the jealous type, but what can I do about it? I'll change. I will. I know I can. 


April 26th is coming soon. Many secrets will be out on that date. After 4 years, I can finally talk about it but 
yet I feel so scared and worried to write it all down here. 


At least there is one thing I am proud of, I survived.